Dying with a broken heart..!! :`-((

While busy struggling with exam, I suddenly remember someone who's living in such a pain.. He lost the love of his life and currently in a bad health condition due to brain cancer stage 3.. He undergo operation this week.. I hope he's going to be fine.. 

We knew each other through facebook and he started to asked me questions about my ex-boyfriend.. Then only i found out that my ex is the one taking the love of his life away from him.. Pitied him but maybe the fact that he didn't get the chance to say he love her earlier than my ex did had cause the loss.. He's totally madly in love with her but he can't say it out to her because she'll think he's joking.. 

I really hope he'll be fine and safely undergo the opp and lets just say hope he can be happy to see her happy with my ex now.. 

p/s to my dear big bro Tengku R:

Dear Tengku R, 

u are really a great person that i know, apart of pure heart says u really love her so much and i knew it. I really want u to be happy and be cheerful again.. Hope u get well soon.. Miss your stories and hope to see u well again!!

~shasha~

The HOMECOMING Queen S!!

The semester break is coming in 5days.. way cool.. can't wait to be the homecoming queen..The homecoming queen according to my Lil bro is the queen controller of the house during her (me) holiday!! I shout and scream or do whatever i wanna do and of course, GIVE ORDERS to my humble and respectful Lil sis n bro(butler and maid of honors).. hehehe.. :-p kinda creepy each time i went home for uni-break (in my humble servants opinion).. But in positive point of view in my royal highness parents, i serve the queen tittle.. Cuz, i make my Sibby learn to please others, speak politely, be discipline and of course learn to love their elders (especially me).. To be honest I'm not that kind of horrible shouting monster.. I gave them something in return for what they do for me..

Actually the main motive of writing this post is to mention the revolution of me.. Oh! NO!!!!! I'm trying to be a better blogger and can i say a permanent blogger??(answer: NOPE!!) My new year resolution is to be back writing stuff in this blog for all to see and give me help of my daily life.. I really need someone to interact with me.. I kinda feel lonely (aw.. that sucks)...

I do hope to have more reader to this blog.. I mean follower.. hope so!! Please support me.. I shall later update interesting post of my daily doing and hopefully my collection of cooking idea, recipe or other kind of cookery matter hire.. food pleases, pampers and pressurises me a lot.. I also love to travel.. so i'll post them here also... as long as they are intersting.. i'll let all of u here read them.. gonna miss all of my friends here.. stay tuned..